short poetry "I Try"

I know, there is nothing come easy
I gotta try real, real hard
I tried hard
But I guess I try harder

First... Let me explain that I'm just black man
Because I come from darkside
And I can't be good for you
'cause I'm a bad boy not a good boy
But I gotta try to change it
I try, I try so hard
But sorry I can't change

Is it my fault ? 'cause I try to get away but trouble follows me
I am trying so hard and hopping one day Lord comes and rescues me

I tried so hard to be a better
I thought I was right but really wrong
Then I was too blind to see
I just don't know what's my wrong
It's like a curse that I can;t change
Lord would you help me ?
To stop this pain and improve my past

I'll try, try hard
And try harder, and still hoppin'